Rag-muffin

"I just want to be ok, be ok, I just want to be ok today. I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today, I just want to feel something today." Ingrid Michaelson songs are running through my head. Go check her out. She's awesome. :) So I'm writing this because I realizes that A TON of important stuff has happened since I last wrote anything here, and that there are a few people who only have this really to know what's going on with me. So...last journal I wrote on March 12. In it I wrote, "oh, and Damon's moving. Sad, but life is still, in general, amazing" or something like that. Well, March 18, Damon kissed me, and it wasn't okay an

"Now once upon a time, so they tell us, Somewhere beneath the mountains of Mexico, There dwelt a royal fella, King Hamlet, Who had a turtle dove and he loved her so! Her name was Melisande..." Teehee I love that song! 110 in the Shade is a marvelous show. If anyone hasn't seen it, you should see it. Somehow. Sometime. ANYWAY!! Life is supercalifragilisticexpialidocious! Haha that was random! Actually I'm just really content at the moment. I had an AMAZING time at drama practice today. We did the Wall of Pain today and it was incredible! And my monologue is going well, and during spring break I'll have three more hour-+-long practices

Really, I am. Isn't it a wonderful color? And did you know (at least this is what I've heard) that color-blind people, who see blue items as gray, can still see the blue of the sky? I think that's a little bit of magic. Or a heavenly gift.  Or luck. Whatever it is, it's magnificent. And little things (or huge things) like that are why every day in my life should be wonderful. And the past few days have indeed been wonderful, and for more than that. Yesterday, and the evening before that, I was having a huge personal crisis. The issue was that State Spring Drama Festival is required from members of the spring team, and it takes place April 1