"I just want to be ok, be ok, I just want to be ok today. I just want to feel today, feel today, feel today, I just want to feel something today."

Ingrid Michaelson songs are running through my head. Go check her out. She's awesome.

So I'm writing this because I realizes that A TON of important stuff has happened since I last wrote anything here, and that there are a few people who only have this really to know what's going on with me.

So...last journal I wrote on March 12.

In it I wrote, "oh, and Damon's moving. Sad, but life is still, in general, amazing" or something like that.

Well, March 18, Damon kissed me, and it wasn't okay anymore. The moving part, I mean. The kiss (on a beach, in the sun) was amazing.

He was going to move in two months. We both knew this, and when he asked me to be his girlfriend, I said yes.

Turns out he moved only in one month.

He's gone now, and it's very saddening.

Also in that same time period, I got in a wreck. A red stop light was invisible and it smashed my car. Glass rained down over me.

Also, I got a job. And my first paycheck.

Also, I won straight superiors at state drama competition.

And a lot of stuff happened. Anything you wanna know, ask.